My heart is riddled with so many holes
and through them pour what's left of my soul
I lay in the dark and cannot help but to think
on all the pain I've felt in this life's little blink
On all the love I've given through these years
and all the times it has brought naught but tears
I lay in the dark and think of how hard I tried
and am forced to re-live all those times I cried
I shut my eyes and try to think of that time
when we walked on the beach and you were mine
but my heart grieves and my soul feels lost
who knew I would have to pay such a cost?
I lay in the dark and wish the pain would end
wondering and hoping that my heart will mend
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